I’ve been crying for a while. And any seem to stop the tears. Why am I even here? I should be dead. Everyone would be happier that way.

I want to go to heaven , but suicide is a sin. I can’t help it I’m miserable and unhappy. And want to die. But if I would go to heaven even after suicide . Then I would kill myself

I bet my parents would even want me to kill myself.

I have none. No true ones, well I have one that I don’t see, and that I miss so much. Everybody here that I thought was my friend either screw me over or don’t give a shit about me .

Nobody would care if I cut too deep. Nobody would care if I tied a rope around my neck, nobody would care if I swallowed a handful of pills, nobody would care if I put a gun to my head . Nobody would care if I never woke up, nobody would care if I stabbed the life out of myself. Nobody would care if I killed myself …. Nobody cares